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the imperfect truth

doing the podcast week by week is funny. i never know what to expect, or how things will turn out, or how my feelings or the moment (or the day) will turn and inform what happens. it's weird how that stuff works. sometimes i'm up and chatty and able to get it right, and others i flounder and go in a thousand different directions (and nowhere) all at once - distracted, inarticulate, etc. regrettably, i think tonight might be an example of the latter. i'm feeling a bit exhausted and deflated, which shows. on the up side, i play some songs live in-studio. which is fun! but, i also manage to do a lot of rambling (and mumbling) in-between songs, which is making me cringe as i type and upload. hopefully it's not as annoying as i fear. can't tell. but i feel compelled to mention it (so you know i know), and apologize. rest assured - i've taken note, and promise to enunciate and stay on topic next week! no, i mean really. i will. :)

all that aside, i gotta admit being in love with the intimacy that podcasting allows. even when it's broken and imperfect. i love that it can feel like such a personal, one-one, conversation. and that it can be. and is! and that it's up to us. so, maybe, somehow, that's the silver lining? i hope so. i hope it's ok. and i hope the energy and passion and possibility comes through within and around (and despite) the obvious imperfections i'm prone to. that's the goal. i know i don't always get there, but i'm trying.

so, with all this in mind - if you get a chance - i'd love to share episode 46 with you. it means a lot to me that you're here, that you take the time to read this, and share and listen. it's an honor. seriously. i really do see it that way. so thank you! i don't know how to convey the emotional truth of it any clearer than that - but i'm thankful. for real. your patience and kindness mean the world.

if you can listen, i'd love to hear your impressions/suggestions/ideas/criticisms of the songs and performances. it's helpful. the songs are:

i like it when you kiss me (intro)
sometimes, at night
for times like these
about everything
you'll never see
i like it when you kiss me (full version)

if you like the songs, check out free mp3 downloads -
www.simplemuzik.com/muzik
(name + password = muzik)

wishing you the best week,
russell

Posted by russell on July 11, 2007 04:49 PM |

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